Fidler on film

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Tara Bradbury
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Sit with Jim Fidler for a while and one thing will become absolutely clear: you don’t need sight to have vision.

Blind since the age of nine, Fidler is a St. John’s composer, musician and recording artist — a “painter of sound,” he says.

He’s also deeply insightful and more positive than most, although he insists he’s not any more interesting than anyone else.

“We live in a competitive society that kind of elevates some people, like celebrities or royalty, while denigrating others,” he says. “It’s really a fallacy, because every single person has a spirit and a story. Circumstances make some people’s stories seem more fascinating or TV-worthy than others, but every single person has just as valid a story.”

With five albums under his belt — on which he plays at least a dozen instruments, on tunes in English, French and Arabic — Fidler’s music simply cannot be classified. Reggae, pop, Celtic and Amerikana are recurring influences, but his style is his own, perhaps stemming from his broad view of the world.

His wife, Lillian, is in the midst of exploring the essence of her husband in a documentary with a tentative title of “I Still Remember.”

Lillian says it was difficult to capture the breadth and depth of Jim in words. She’s beginning with the moment he lost his sight and had to leave his family to go to Halifax’s School for the Blind.

Jim remembers the day doctors removed the bandages from his eyes and told him he’d never see again.

“It was like if I put bandages on your eyes and put you in a dark room and took the bandages off — everything was painted with white silver,” Jim explains. “I remember seeing that, and it didn’t dissipate. Was I scared? No. What was I going to do, really. I couldn’t change it and there was nothing I could do about it.

“People say, ‘How did you lose your sight?’ and I say I just drank everything up. I loved everything from the macro to the micro; from the tiny little things that you see in the grass, to the stars. My joke is I used up my quota, as if everyone were allocated a certain amount of footage in their lifetime.”

Jim attended the School for the Blind from 1974 until 1983, only returning home for Christmas and summer vacations. It was a 15-acre estate, he says, with grand pianos and a pipe organ that he could play whenever he wanted.

It was also where his love of music began to develop and flourish.

He studied classical piano and music theory at the Maritime Conservatory of Music as an honours student, and went on to win many awards and nominations for his music, as well as a European record deal.

The School for the Blind was torn down in 1984, and Jim and Lillian recently got an email from organizers of a ceremony to commemorate the school, set to happen Sept. 28.

“I had just finished interviewing a woman, Sylvia Thomas, a longtime friend of the family, when we got the email,” Lillian says. “She was there when Jim got on the airplane to Halifax, and had told the story of when he went away.”

Lillian hadn’t planned on travelling to Halifax for her film, but once Jim was invited to perform at the ceremony, she decided she couldn’t pass up the chance to add a new dimension to the piece by interviewing his first music teacher, bandmates and friends from the school.

In order to get there, the couple has set up an Indigogo website, where the public can contribute to the funds needed for them to travel to Halifax and complete the documentary.

The site has seen a fantastic response so far, with more than $1,200 of their $3,000 goal raised. Contributors receive perks in exchange for their contribution, ranging from Jim’s latest single, “We Need a Revolution,” to their name in the film’s credits as executive producer.

“I would really like to have it broadcast on a major network,” Lillian says of her documentary. “I’d like for people to see it and be inspired, and realize that this is a person with a lot of talent. The music has to come through in the documentary — it’s certainly about that — but it’s also about inspiration and courage.”

Lillian has already started putting together bits and pieces of the film, including a trailer on the Indigogo site. She has included a “W5” clip from 1973, in which Jim is visited by children’s television star Uncle Bobby (Bobby Ash).

Jim had developed a friendship with Bobby, and had invited him to come to Newfoundland for a visit before he went to Halifax. Bobby came, bringing a TV crew with him.

In the clip, in which Jim and Bobby walk along Topsail Beach, Jim talks about the things he’ll miss from home while he’s at school, and gives a message to other children.

“Maybe there’s other children that are watching Uncle Bobby and I on the beach, and if you are losing your sight, or if you have bad sight and you have to go somewhere, don’t be scared. Please, don’t be frightened,” he says. “What I have to say is just because you’re losing your sight doesn’t mean you can’t do anything.”

Thirty-nine years later, Jim’s message hasn’t changed much. He hopes that by performing at the tribute in Halifax, he might inspire others to come to terms with things in their lives towards which they might hold resentment.

“I’m going to sing my song, and hopefully you’ll maybe feel a little bit of energy from me doing that and it will even make you say to yourself, ‘That’s my brother there,’” he says.

Those wishing to contribute to Lillian’s project can do so by visiting www.jimfidler.com and clicking on the “I Still Remember” link.

tbradbury@thetelegram.com

Twitter: @tara_bradbury

Organizations: School for the Blind, School for the Blind.Jim, Maritime Conservatory

Geographic location: Halifax, Newfoundland, Topsail Beach

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  • Daphne Greenslade
    September 08, 2012 - 16:56

    I knew Jimmy as a little boy growing up on Greenslade's Rd. CBS, but lost track of him somewhat when he attended the School for the Blind in Halifax. I just want to say how extremely proud I am that he is doing well, and wish him and Lillian all the best in their documentary. All the best Jimmy!! Daphne and Bill Greenslade

    • Anne Tenaglia
      September 08, 2012 - 19:41

      Jim's influence stretches far and wide, thru the ROAR podcasts, his music, and his outreach to others. I teach in Philadelphia and Jim has done outreach with my fifth graders, even inspiring them to write a song about peace. He has allowed them to interview him and inturn has asked the students about themselves and their dreams. WHat a gem he is! I am proud to call him a friend.